Movie

While watching Cruel Intentions last night, which is entirely a hot movie...but its really an ultimate love story. Granted if the dude would have just stepped up and said he loved this chick he probably wouldn't have died, but how he died was again the sweetest way ever. Nothing says true love like *I can't tell you how I truly feel because I am afraid of what others think , so let me break your heart. Then when I will realize how much I truly love you and must tell you the truth so I give you my journal. You read it through the night as I watch you through your window from the street. You then see me in the morning leaving and start to follow me. Some other dude character comes into play and beats me up and throws you into a line of traffic where you almost get hit but I save you and die...but the dramatic music plays and I say the words I LOVE YOU just so you know how much I do because I am dying* Dude how much does that suck? Not only did I tell you like the turning point in the film but telling someone how you truly feel before its too late and they are gone from your life is kinda lame. I guess this is why it's a movie. Sometimes I feel as if my life were a movie. I know exactally how I would want it to end. What I want and what I get are totally 2 different things. I guess I accept the challenges and move on and figure out where to go from here.

On a side note, I work tonight and there is a new child there. Not sure how this all will work out. I had a dream last night I had all these kids by myself because my boss is being kinda rude about things! How Rude! anyways...

I guess if anything read this: Tell each and every person in your life no matter what role they play in it how you feel about them before life happens and they slip from your view. You never know what kind of chances you will have down the road. Some of us have second chances and some don't. Don't risk it. Say it!